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from Barry and Karen at www.luminousself.com
One of the most deeply encouraging Ilahinoor developments has occurred in Florida. Ilahinoor was introduced into an addiction treatment facility by a physician who attended many teleconferences last Fall. The results were immediate and dramatic. Emotional outbursts and violent behaviour diminished to the point of being virtually nonexistent. Detox times shortened from days to hours. The campus was pervaded with a new serenity and peace.
Those in recovery began to pass Ilahinoor on to each other and their families. On weekend Family Days, more than 400 people have shared Ilahinoor with one another. After the transmissions, a “holy hush” falls over the facility, and continues throughout the week.
The latest report is very uplifting:
“My Ilahinoor adventure has increased to other Recovery Homes in the Central Florida area and has become a confirmed modality for detox and recovery. It is unfortunate that the privacy laws restrict our publication. Over 1000 residents have been positively affected by regular Ilahinoor Transmissions. ”
This opens up a whole new dimension of possibilities with Ilahinoor. We feel deeply excited by the potential of Ilahinoor to mitigate the enormous pain and suffering humanity and the planet experience as a result of addiction.
by Kimberley Jones
July 2008
As a healer and energy intuitive I have had a broad experience of different energies and healing modalities and it is quite something for me to encounter an energy that feels at all new or remarkable to my system.
The moment Sarah contacted me about Ilahinoor I felt something deep in my bones which declared “YES!”
As Sarah prepared to share the energy with me there was sacredness in the room that was tangible. I felt a matrix of support and excited attention surround me as guides, light beings and pockets of observing consciousness became alert. I could sense something important was happening. As the transmission continued I became aware of the left and right sides of my brain dancing with each other and trying to engage with what was going on. Neither side could, that dialogue seemed to be bypassed altogether. This was an exclusively sensory experience. It felt great to let go, to feel my mind letting go of the need to know and my body letting go of the need to hold.
The energy comforted me deeply throughout the session. I felt safe, succoured and nourished.
The hand positions crossing the body prompted the energy to begin moving within me in a particular way, I could feel it. An ascending spiral of energy began moving up my spine, the effects of this motion could be felt through my whole body. Then a descending spiral began swirling down my spine, intertwining with the ascending spiral. Over this sensory image developed a superimposed layer of something else. Gradually it became clear to me that I was seeing/sensing a DNA helix and being shown the process of my own DNA changing in response to Ilahinoor. I have never consciously experienced this before.
Then I became aware of the stream of Source energy and Earth energy directly entering my system via these spiralling energy channels and portals that had been energised within me. I felt a deep balance and peace within my heart. I could taste the newness and the ancientness of Ilahinoor. I was changed.
Through the Earth Connection there was a feeling of a loving Mother nurturing me which along with the Spiritual Father Light that was flowing into me from above allowed me to feel safe enough to arrive more fully into my body. This resulted in some strong feelings in my joints and muscles which soon passed but which I enjoyed as confirmation that a deep process of embodiment had accompanied the influx of Light.
This energy feels as natural and simple as the breath. Pure Light and Love is beyond ownership but I was certainly grateful to receive the blessing of this energy and I look forward to sharing it with others.
Ilahinoor As Love And The Mother, by Caroline, September 2008
One of the most astounding effects of Ilahinoor…. is to so quickly break through and dissolve old patterns; stubborn ingrained resistances to the gentle persuasion of Love’s truth…. but without needing to delve into reasons or histories…although these naturally surface, to be washed away in the soft stream of a mother’s touch! Ilahinoor is a gift in the truest sense, in that it is given!... wholly and completely. Not on loan, not half given with strings, attachments, pre-conditions… but given from the heart, to the heart, to be passed on to other hearts. And the only requirement to give or receive it is that of being human, being here and being willing… There is no teaching to follow, or enlightenment to attain, only the experience of complete, open acceptance of the perfection of Love that we always are and that is always at our disposal. Ilahinoor has been one of the deepest and most tangible experiences I have had of pure, unconditional love, and the transformations it has been bringing with it have entered my heart like waves upon the shore…... with the gentle insistence of the dearest and most honest Friend.
"Ilahinoor" is like being cradled again in the arms of your mother, when the going gets bumpy and the earth beneath your feet feels unsure, she is there and you know you can fall into her Great Love, and be rocked by her gentle words "Yes, I am here, I am still here for you, it's OK, I'll never leave you'.....
Love In My Hands, by Caroline, September 2008
This week when I was getting myself into a typically anxious state about something my hands automatically and quite unbidden flew up to my chest and rested on my heart and I found myself saying over to myself, ‘Calm Down, it’s not important, calm down’. In that moment, it seemed like my hands belonged to someone else, some far more evolved being than I could imagine myself to be at this point in time! ... At any rate, there was Love in my hands, even while there was still anxiety and fear in my mind and heart....as though my body’s own wisdom had overridden my mind at that moment. It was an extraordinary sensation, to be commanded by the part of myself that appears to have moved forward since my meeting with Ilahinoor, to simply SLOW DOWN … and it worked… miraculously !
Deep Embodiment Of Ilahinoor, by Sarah Godwin, June 2008
It is almost three months since I first received Ilahinoor, and I am noticing not only shifts and expansions of perception, but also a distinct change in the nature of my body-consciousness. At the mental-emotional level, I am moving rapidly between states – from excitement to wobbly fear to joy to confusion etc etc. But all of this is reliably held within an expanding quality of profoundly secure embodiment.
For some years, through various dance, movement and meditation practices, I have been entering more deeply into my body, becoming more at home in myself; but what I experience now is quite unprecedented. It is really hard to put into words, but I feel somehow more solid and rooted, and at the same time more spacious and filled with light. It is like a visceral experience of Divine love – God is my blood, my bones, my skin, my breath.....and accessing this place of secure body-bliss is not dependent on how I am feeling physically or emotionally. I can, for example, have severe indigestion or a headache and the underlying state is unaffected, and in fact can be drawn upon to help me to enter the pain with healing.
Being Gaia, by Sarah Godwin, June 2008
Following an Ilahinoor session I had a profound experience of embodied oneness. During the session I had felt an exceptionally strong connection with Earth energy (as did my friend), with a powerful flow coming up through my feet. Afterwards, bathed in the energy, I had the physical experience of my body becoming entirely enclosed by flesh – it felt blissfully safe and secure, luscious, soft and warm. At first I wondered if I was back in the womb, but then I understood that this was a physical experience of oneness – all of humanity was literally one flesh. As I rested in the sensation, in expanded consciousness I had a spherical awareness of this one body spread over the surface of the globe. Then gradually it began to incorporate first all fleshly beings, then all forms of life, until I was the living skin of the world. Then I became the Earth itself, Gaia, a single living organism with a pulsating core, itself not separate from the Universe. All of this was not simply a vision or a concept, as it now remains in my memory, but a physical, sensate experience. It is something of this quality of embodiment not just in the personal body but in the body of the earth itself, that is now with me as a constant, underpinning everything.
Physical Healing And Reconnection, by Sarah Messenger, September 2008
My first treatment was very powerful and gave me relief from back pain and a connection to a powerful and beautiful flow of energy. Ilahinoor often feels like golden rain and has a very beautiful quality to it. It facilitates the release of tension, and therefore dis-ease. It clears energy blocks in the body which allows our natural well-being to begin to flow. It connects us with who we really are in our hearts.
Session Feedback, from an Ilahinoor recipient, January 2009
Many thanks for the Ilahinoor transmission. As is usual for me I had no direct experience of it during the session, just my normal meditation state - complete with all the usual attendant forays into near sleep, daydreaming, fantasizing the future, dwelling on the past, and all that nonsense - as well as some deeper times of peacefulness and openness and (nearly) presence.
Normally in these situations I only know that something has happened by noticing how I am afterwards. I had been in a state of quite compulsive behaviour for a few days, lounging around eating too much, boozing, staying up late watching crap on television, not looking after myself properly, etc., etc. After the session all that seemed to have disappeared and I felt very grounded and very present - with, for a while, an occasional undercurrent of invincibility !
So thankyou for your kindness in giving up your time and your skill and your openness in that way.
by Marion Kalmbach from Berlin (on whose excellent website www.goldenwind.net this and other articles about Ilahinoor can be found.)
October 27th 2006
At the German Deeksha-Festival in September, when Kiara Windrider introduced his new book, he briefly mentioned a new energy that has evolved in Turkey, with the name "Ilahinoor". After hearing this name once, it never left my mind again and in the evening of the same day, while I was dancing to some Sufi-influenced music, I felt a very strong beam of energy coming down into my crown chakra flowing through the chakras all the way down to my feet. It gave my whole body a very powerful sense of strength and stability and I stood in amazement asking myself "what is this?" Immediately I heard a silent voice in my head saying "Ilahinoor". I just knew from the depth of my heart that it was true and from that moment this energy started guiding my way. Later during the festival I asked Kiara about more details and found out that he will be offering a workshop about it in Turkey. Immediately I felt a strong pull from my heart to join this workshop but at the same time I had no idea how to fit in a journey to Turkey into my time and money situation. So I came to the conclusion that I just had to let it go again.
Two weeks later I met Kiara again in Berlin and had the opportunity to receive Ilahinoor directly from him. This time I felt the energy much softer and lighter as in that experience while dancing, but it had this interesting effect again giving a special strength and security to the body through the 2. and 3. Chakra. Again there was this call for travelling to Turkey and again there rose the doubts about how to organize this. Finally I prayed and gave it to the higher guidance whatever there is to do about this.
Then, a few days before the workshop started I got two hints from friends about cheap flights and immediately found one, leaving the day before the workshop and for a very good price. But it was only a one-way flight and when I tried to find a return trip, again nothing worked. My cosmic guides told me to trust and just book one-way, which I finally did, fighting with all the doubts and insecurities again, that this situation brought up. But when I arrived at the airport I was rewarded with the company of Kiara who surprisingly had the same flight returning to Turkey; on arrival in Turkey I had the opportunity to be part of a Deeksha evening right away, I met some new friends who invited me to stay at their house, and the whole journey started to look like one big miracle!
Somehow I felt that Ilahinoor was already guiding me and manifesting almost every wish that I had soon afterwards. During the workshop i met many more wonderful people, deepened my experience with Ilahinoor and was also blessed with the chance to give Deeksha to those people, who were so openhearted and full of love!
During the teachings in the workshop Kiara explained that Ilahinoor works mainly on the solar plexus and helps to bring our own will more in line with the divine will. I can really relate to that in my experience, I felt in a divine flow that was guided by higher hands the whole time. In the last few months I had often wished to travel to the seaside again where I had not been for many years, and I really love the sea. So here i was in a beautiful seaside town, swimming almost every day, feeling that all my dreams are coming true in one flow.
Another great concern of mine as a peace worker had been the conflict between east and west in the world, and I wished to gain better knowledge and contact with eastern countries. This opportunity was also here in front of me now, and I learned that most of the things we are told in our news are not true. Nowhere in the world I have met more open and friendly people who live so much from their heart than in Turkey, so I see how it is really important to connect with other countries and meet the people before we make up some opinions about them or believe what others tell us. Here I found a great chance to get prepared for my deep longing and vision to help bringing peace amongst different cultures and nations.
One week later I had another great opportunity to take part in a second workshop of Kiara. This time, in contrast to the seaside, in an ancient village in the mountains with a very special high frequency of energy. In a way this village reminded me of some "enlightened" villages in India we had heard about through Bhagavan. The people in this mountain village looked very happy, peaceful and calm, somehow in oneness with their simple daily life. For me it was also a blessing to spend time there, I slept more deep and peaceful than ever, woke up every morning with a nice tingling in my whole body and felt so fit as if I was 10 years younger suddenly.
Working with Ilahinoor in this energy was especially powerful, we established a deep connection with ancient Egypt and even received a message from Ra. For me personally Egypt has already had some significance for many years on my spiritual journey, and so have the dolphins. When I learned that Ilahinoor was connected to the energies of Egypt and to the energies of the dolphins and whales, as well as the Sufi energies represented by Rumi, it became even more clear to me why Ilahinoor had such immediate strong effects on me. It was like just giving a name and a structure to something that I had carried with me for a long time already. In some moments I felt like I am becoming a higher form of myself. When we talk about the "higher self", this divine part that guides us and sometimes seems so far to reach, now it was like coming right into my body and being "me". This fills the body with a lot of power, security and trust connected to the deep love of the heart. All doubt and hesitation, that normally accompany every step of my life seemed to be wiped away completely. There is only "here", only "now", a sense of "I am" and everything just flowing in a divine way.
And the journey continued! I went back to the seaside town and was happy to swim in the sea again. I discovered that the seawater also has a very helpful effect to bring the body into balance; whenever I felt a bit tired or overloaded by all the energy i was dealing with, a swim in the sea calmed everything and left me perfectly refreshed. My new friends who still invited me to stay in their house now asked me to give Deeksha and Ilahinoor to others! So I was blessed with another wonderful gift, the possibility to share all this with other people! That way I spent another two weeks in Turkey, meeting more wonderful people, enjoying my great love, the sea and doing healing work with very much gratitude. This trip was truly a miracle, I sometimes could not believe my senses about how much happened for me there!
After three last days returning to the mountains once again, spending time by myself, meditating, integrating, gathering strength for the return to Germany I finally took my flight back. This flight was found just like the first one by divine hand without any problems, I just booked it about 5 days before I left. The moment I knew it was time to go the flight was there. Trust is a wonderful helper on the way, and I pray to always remember that for my future path. Now I'm back in Germany hoping that I can bring some of the great blessings I experienced to this country and share them with the people here and in other places of the world. I feel so immensely grateful and blessed that words are far not enough to express it! Inshallah!
The Blessing of Ilahinoor - part 2: When miracles fade...
Dec. 2nd, 2006
Some months after my auspicious time in Turkey I look back on the time passed since then. In Kiara's articles he sometimes describes the evolution of consciousness as waves coming in and pulling back. Yes, I can say, my life has been happening in such waves. A very high wave I was riding on during my time in Turkey, and on my return to Germany the wave pulled back. Low tides, slow life, even some disappointments and pain suddenly came in again.
I had returned home filled with joy and happiness, carrying a deep longing to share, wanting to give to others what I had received. For some reason this was not the time for sharing. Many friends were busy, not interested. Some I had worked with, now told me they would not want to continue that anymore. Even my Deeksha events faded away, - not enough people to keep them up. "Why all this?" some voice inside me screamed. I was disappointed, heartbroken, could not understand what was going on. But all I could do was to accept. And that was hard at that moment. Meditation, silence, walks around the lake, time passing slowly, not much happening. Things to do which I considered not important enough. Simple tasks, everyday life of a simple human being. Not the great workshop guide. All over before it really begun? At that time I did not think about waves, I thought about loss. But there was a wave: the dark wave of doubt that can drown us, if we are not careful. It was rolling over me and was about to wipe out all my experiences and success that I had had in Turkey, almost as if it had never happened or if it was only a fairy tale, a dream with no base to reality.
In this wave of doubt there is only one place to turn to: the deepest place in the heart. From there a silent voice is always whispering: "Trust, remember, feel, - all your experience is true, all your visions are true, be patient, believe, ...." Only the wave of doubt makes a lot more noise, so I have to listen very carefully to hear this silent voice. And also I always have the choice not to listen. No healer or teacher in the world can make us listen to one or the other. It is always our own free choice.
And so I chose: I listened to the silent voice. Unspectacular, without a lot of action. Just waiting, trusting, believing, that whatever was happening, whether it made sense right now or not, was perfectly okay. And finally the wave of doubt spit me out again onto the shore, I hadn't drowned in it. The inner peace came back and the understanding that things take time, that people are whatever they are. I still love them, it doesn't matter what they want or don't want. That is not really important. As soon as I could fully embrace that with my whole heart, immediately everything felt better.
We hear it everywhere and some of us even teach it to others that true happiness comes from the inside and can not be influenced by anything happening on the outside. But how easily can we get thrown off balance by unexpected incidents or rejections from other people! It will become more and more important in the coming times to learn to rely on this inner happiness and inner power while going through all sorts of outer turmoil. And on this path we will remember more and more details of our true higher being and our purpose here on this planet. That is, if we trust those visions and stories we get to see, which sometimes seem rather "crazy" to the usual human mind.
Whatever comes next in my life I do not know. But I decided to keep following my heart, whether the tides are high or low.
Waves of life
Tides rise and fall
waves coming in
carried by soft winds
or fierce restless storms
high wings of the eagle
take me all the way to the sun
dark tunnels under water
take me deeper and deeper
to the core of all being
washed ashore by the next wave
left on dry sand and naked rocks
all life of the ocean
dried out by a burning heat.